Foolish

Go with the flow? I'd rather not-
if I did so before - I might be dead by now...

I just wanted to say...
I am never confused of my feelings,
You might have forgotten how you knew me;
I am already matured enough –
and I am dead serious and true;
in everything that I feel.

things happened against our own hearts' desires
weakness made us tumble; distance failed you to be sensible.
fears defeated our senses; doubt overruled your decisions.
where in fact - you'd been deceived by your self-made illusions
lame as it might sounded; we've been unreasonable -
we got drowned in a shallow pond; having the thought its a lake
what’s done is done - we're hurt.
they say; No stranger has the capacity to truly hurt you,
the terrible power is held only by those you truly love.
love... we're hurting cause we do love...don't we?
I do love you - still. and all I want to do is to find you
to find the right way to find our way back into love - without if's with no buts’.
and no matter how dark that way might be...
I will never be afraid; for this feels so right, just so right.
I love you and you love me, nothing really has to change.
Just like the sun rose in the east and set in the west;
Just as you’re born as Sarahlyn, and I, as Joemm.
that was the way things were, and always would be.
I’ve seen it all already.none of us need to speak, or to explain;
nothing more should be insisted between us.
cause I know – and I just believe that I am meant for you.
as you are meant for me.
we don’t ever need to try looking for love;
cause Love will surely find its way between us.
You can call me crazy,
you might think I’m a fool.
however, I called this –
Love by my heart,
Optimism by my mind.