Your Farewell Message

Just after you ended up things with me. Just when I thought, everything would be alright. I know what I've done wrong, and maybe there's nothing more now that I could do to make you see and feel my heart... I was alone, and you came, I loved, and I felt loved the way that I wanted to be, just so perfect except for the fact, that you and I, cannot be together, or might never be together. I'll never regret having you in my life, losing you will make me be half incomplete. Forever. But I'll be holding on the things that we've had - because I knew we both loved. And I knew, I'll never get over you...

I will remember, and will ever keep this last message you've made for me, when you and I we're still in our peak, of loving and caring for one another. You've made me lose an identity, but I will now pull it back and accept, that I am Jo, and my existence was meant to be Solitary.

And maybe you're right, this time. I'll be speechless.

I love you, and definitely... This is my sweetest downfall.

-Sarj to Jo, 09/22/2010:

You have always asked me the reason why I am in love with you,, and I constantly stay speechless when I attempt to find the answer.. The truth is that I have too much reasons that I struggle to find the best ones to finalise my response..
here are some:
I love you cause I believe what we have is for real..
I love you as am sure of how I feel..
I love you cause am at my happiest whenever am in touch with you..
I love you as I have faith in me and you..
I love you cause you make me feel complete on a daily basis..
I love you cause I look forward to spending my every single day with you, face-to-face..
I love you enough to realise that I will be the most miserable person to exist if I ever try to let go of you..
I love you cause you’re able to calm me down when am about to loosen up my grip..
I love you cause you’re the only one who shows perseverance and patience when it comes to maintaining the foundation of our relationship..
I love you cause I feel like I can tell you everything without being terrified of what you may think..
I love you cause you listen to my every moans, demands and problems, and for trying your very best to solve as much anxiety as we possibly could..
I love you cause every single word that comes out from your mouth simply makes sense, like as if you have the knowledge to make me understand the issues that I struggle to comprehend..
I love you cause you care enough regarding how I feel, therefore considering me with your every decisions..
I love you cause you make me feel that you’re always near even though you’re literally miles away from where I am staying..
I love you for being so stubborn to put up with me despite of my appalling behaviour (which I hope you won’t agree of, haha) that only causes you dismay at some time..
I love you for taking out of your system all our past misunderstandings, and for only noticing the pleasant side of me..
I love you for forgiving me for all my mistakes again and again and again regardless of the pain I caused you to begin with..
I love you for valuing my existence as your "other half" and for appreciating the parts that I have done in order to sustain our so-called commitment..
I love you for giving me your never-ending compliments at all times..
I love you for respecting my every decisions and requests, and for being understanding at most times..
I love you for loving me and for not failing to remind me that, by heart and by words, day after day..
I love you for being part of the reason of my tears and laughter this past few days..
And for all this, I will do my best never to stop loving you, from now and throughout forever, notwithstanding the hindrances of distance, time and pain.
I love you for who and what you are, from the moment I met you.
I love you,, I just do.. It’s as simple as that..

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary..
It’s about time I make you one too.. though it's not as great as yours.. hehe..
You're the best thing that happened to me! I love you! =)]