"You And I Both"

by Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.


I'll stay hopeful...
to be able to dream of You..
Again...

Second Best

When love knocked our hearts, hold on to it,
cherish the feelings,
drown in them every single day,
be consumed by them as I am now..
I am consumed by you Sarj...

Second Best

I would never say “I love you”,
if It’ll only sound lame to you,
cause I am inept, and nothing
when you came and become my everything…
And since we had professed our feelings,
my each and every day starts beautifully
with the thoughts of your comely face in my mind
with the sweet messages from you
with our heart-warming conversations.
Beneath the skies that covers our distance,
your sincere cares and devotion,
the overwhelming love you showers me.
is Second best to actually embracing you in my arms,
after having spent another wonderful chat with you.
Your "I Love You’s” over the screen.
never fail to leave a curve upon my lips.
Second best to the possibility to
be looking into your eyes with those words,
and being able to deeply kiss you afterwards,
sending a chilling warmth through our souls;
that I helplessly desires
With you... my lovely princess,
the other half of my saved life,
the only person in the world in within me.
With you, there is no second best.
There is nothing close to even being "second" or "best".
I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart.
It's a place where I can feel you, still close, though you’re far away.
Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice,
listen to your laugh, and feel your "I Love You’s”.
So please, keep being in touch with me,
Cause second to your real kisses,
second to your whisper in my ear,
to your tender touch, and warm embraces;
that will hopefully be mine soon,
there’s no better alarm clock for me,
No better way to begin the day
than with you.

I am so grateful and blessed
For we had a wonderful month…
And counting…
My Princess…I love You…
Always...and forever

Sarjoe

Revelation

I’ve told you that I am different, and you’d thought you already know what I mean. But why and how? This is what you should know firsthand.


Survival; is how I am living my life. I had accepted the fact that I’m always meant to be misunderstood, and eventually misjudged. I am used given unreasonable impressions, and I could never blame any of them-and I never will.
Alone; is how I faced, and how I’ve been through the challenges of this journey called life, I carried-and still carrying all these burdens I had-and having still. Alone; is how I conquered all the mischief that plowed my fields.
I’m in solitude, unfairly; they have me, but I don’t have them. I always listen, but I’m never heard. God knows how hungry I am to have someone to spill my sorrows to. How I’ve yearn to be able to cry on someone’s behalf. “Tao din naman ako?” I own this heart, where all emotions are over poured. . I’ve been considered numb; with a latent root and reason – No one bears with me, no one is aware on how and why I ended up silent, timid and cold...
How I wish I could be indistinct from ordinary, but I must admit that I am born lame though I detest. And Like every abnormal person in this planet, I’ve had more than enough heavy gazes. Stuffed with tons of discerning, bullies and sagacity from the people around me, even from that what is so called family. I am psychologically different, I am socially detached, I am emotionally battered, simply because I am born physically distinct. It’s not because I’m stubborn, arrogant or evil-natured, it’s not that I chose this fate, nor by any chances: that I deserve being punished or loathed. I am different from inside, cause I am different outside.
On behalf of my families’ damn, other than my father’s omit. This Physical difference of mine is also one to be blamed; that made me who I am now that somehow I despise.
I didn’t maintain this long hair for style, I am not in any way considered emo for nothing. I am not friendless, unwanted and not valued without deep reasons.
This is me that was unseen by some, and laughed at by most.


And if you’ll realize that I am not right for you, that somehow you don’t deserve someone like me and that I’m not worth loving. I can feel you, I understand you. May you bless me your forgiveness and hopefully, when we met after life, please don’t regret or do forget that for once, I’ve had your loving embrace.

Burning in the Rain

Composed by:
John Emmanuel Perez

Verse 1:
Don’t look into my eyes,
You’ll fail to see me inside.
You’d been with me beforehand,
But you can’t truly understand.

Hold both of my hands,
Look for the warmth that once I had.
Frozen feelings what I hide,
For my questions left behind.

Refrain:
The clouds are forming
Dark skies approaching,
The birds are clearing,
And my heart was screaming…

Chorus:
Hear me… Rain,
Fall into my side and melt my heart that’s frozen.
Darken the clouds; fall with my tears to hide my eyes in vain;
Real, deep pain…
This feeling’s quite insane,
I’m burning… burning in the rain.

Verse 2:
Don’t act like you’re concern,
Coz’ by your words my days would mourn,
Guilty feelings running down,
By my regrets soon I’ll be drowned.

Soon you’ll be just fine,
This lament solely will be mine.
Curse these gnawing miseries,
I can’t embrace these memories.
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)

Bridge:
And when its fin’lly done,
And the new sun shined…
May the rainbow be mine!
Please... be mine.
(Repeat Chorus)

Existence

Have you ever questioned your existence?
and the very reason why we exist?
I find it excogitating, yet daunting.
If one's existence is the state
of being in the world of actuality, then
why are we living in this world
where reality is full of inequality?

Isn't it too unfair?
Why do some exist to exploit, excoriate,
execrate, but being exonerated?
They ,may say they're just living.
but isn't it excruciating?

To exist, is to live
to have life but no more than life.
hence, it is death that's imminent,
that one's existence will meet its end.
No! they exclaim, there is fame! There's an excuse, there is history! though extinct, still... they exist?

Why certain names cannot fade?
Albert Einstein, Mahatma Gandhi,
Theodore Roosevelt, Confucius,
Sadam Hussein, Adolf Hitler,
Plato, Socrates, Jose Rizal,
the Beatles, and Michael Jackson!
can't death expunge their existence?
Obviously it can't, but why? how?

To exist is to live,
that man is not a part of metaphysical scheme
but that every individuals
must create their own being,
each on his own, and in every specific situation
and environment.
Then life is what we made it
that we can set our own extent.
And we can name our own existence!

Some are expletive, and exotic
others came explicit and obscured.
There are people who finds power and fame ecstatic
normal individuals exert and perspire with goals.
Some were found excluded and exhausted
others extern, become heroic and martyrs.
And there are some who aims that
acknowledgment and achievements
get ahold of their proud existence.
Some do find it astounding,
yet I consider it exaggerating
for I never will try too hard.

I don't adhere anyone's recognition
I'll be part of noone's aspirations
I'm better off alone, cause

Solitary makes my existence.

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Now Or Never

The best state in anyone's life is
happiness.
our happiness is limited like our
time.
the best time for us to be happy,and
make someone happy is
now.

Being happy was never my norms.
stepping my feet way up to
happiness makes me feel threatened
with the pain of
falling...
from the curse of
rejection.
and the bitterness of my usual
solitude..

But life without happiness is
miserable,
we are living in this life, to be
happy.
we value our
families,
we treasure our
friends.
we are striving hard for our
future,
we are taking our paths
on our own way, with our
choices.
and we as humans do
love.
we are in search for love, we
are all longing to be loved.
we all are hoping - to find our
real happiness.

The greatest gift we can give to someone
is to make him feel happy, through expression of love.
for not everyone can give happiness, by sharing
love.
we can always make more money,
 have lots of friends,
but we can never make more
time.
and it tells me that the right time
to be happy, and make someone happy, is
now.
'cause we don't know until
when we could have these
chances.

Everybody changes,
emotion fades,
risks are inevitable, 
regret bites.

People they say is
touch and go.
we can never tell who among them
who were with us by now will
leave,
and who will find ways to
stay.

If you want to express love,
if you want to take part of someone's
happiness,
if you want to spread
smiles.
do it
now.

And for this very moment,
I'm pursuing with this
rare chance to be happy..
thou i don't know when it'll
end.
and if this will gonna be over
soon..
I wont regret any, I will never consider it a
failure,
its never a wrong
decision,
its not fate,at hindi ako nagmukhang
tanga.

Its simply;
reality.


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prohibi†ed

Prohibi†ed as Forbidden

noone know how its like
to feel like dying in verge
having this peculiar title;
prohibi†ed as to be forbidden
to be antsy for thy miracle
trough senescent , I'm vexed
frustrated, obfuscated
from this death that's imminent.with appalled journey
who does feel bliss?
who've decided to be alive?
knowing i am born averse
can't we blame Him for this misery?
aren't we under obloquy?
doomed with thy obtrude commandments?
prohibi†ed, as to be forbidden
living with specious visions
my eyes were covered with fallacy
that I've dreamed i could live
to enjoy this life to heaven i owe
alone, contemplative
and freely, destined to impunity
with no sadness, nor hatred ever know
yet we can't change thee,
>still, we're on a random destination
tough we avert, be sordid.
live a saint, died an angel
we're still way to judgement;
a trial that's true uncertain.
Is there an end in everything?.
what were true? what were not?
people got obstinate
by theism, by mortal's evolution
by deceptions and own conclusions.
who's superior at where we are?
what was crucial and steady?
those forbidden seems spectre
can't i just live, then die?
prohibi†ed, as to be forbidden
forlorn, obscured,
anguished, sooner be punished
fated, with hatred
In need of help, who does care?
I must seek with forbearance
for a delightful refuge
since my soul have yield
from this baffle, and torment
from these seizures, i stood up
I am bucked, by my own
herein where I existed
Im prohibi†ed as forbidden.